This week in Alaska we have been blessed with blue skies and picturesque snowy mountains. Our Spring has been amazing. I have witnessed behavior changes in the birds. The moose are walking across frozen water ways that will soon be ponds, streams and rivers. I have sat in the light, marveling how it is with us a little more each day. With the welcoming of Spring I get excited about hiking with family and friends. I also have more energy to begin new projects and live a little more vibrantly. This Spring also brings the high school graduation of our second daughter. It helps close the chapter of her childhood. The relationship with my ex-husband will also change. 17 Years ago, I moved to Alaska with two very young children, determination and faith. I was set on making my move to Anchorage, Alaska a success. I was in a completely new climate. I lived pay check to pay check. I was concerned my ex-husband would not allow me raise my daughters in Alaska. I worried about paying for food and day care. I remember feeling incredibly close to my children, even with the challenges. It was us against the world.
Eventually I built a stable home environment. The relationship with my exhusband over the years evolved to gratitude. I was given the gift of completely raising my daughters. I was also given the gift of a man that joined me in marriage, and helped raise my daughters as his own. Several years later a little boy completed our family. I now work with people experiencing the same worries I once knew. I understand how they feel. I also tell them it gets easier. As time moves on, what once was scary or hurtful becomes a memory that barely holds emotion. This proves true with most of life. What we spend time worrying about and praying over eventually changes. Nothing remains the same. Or maybe it does and only our perception changes.
Our children know me now as a confident, calm parent. We practice living a balanced life. We live in a nice home and they experience two parents guiding them. This is so different from years ago. I truly appreciate what I have today. My family does not know me as the parent that worries constantly about being good enough. They accept me for who I am. This gives me confidence, that they also accept themselves. Our youngest child has many more years in our home. The other two are seeking higher education. This Spring I am completely releasing my fears that were wrapped around parenting my children. I know that as a parent I did my absolute best. I know my children will experience life the best way they know how. I am ready to experience parenting without fear. I am ready to fully enjoy parenting and know that all along the journey, my children had what they needed most, my love.
If we must, we will wait for all of eternity for the moment of shared connection to share with you.. wait for you to know the brilliance of our connection.. waiting for you to believe enough in the miracle of all that you see .. you are ready to experience a love so sweet, so full and rich, words don’t come close to describing the bliss of all that is found in each thought.. each word carries such compassion and awareness. Every movement is played perfectly against all others. We understand the reluctance of the heart to so fully trust in something so new. And yet it is just what the heart is yearning for.. To be recognized for beauty and completeness and nothing less than perfection.. We are each wrapped in a gauze like shield that protects the beauty until the whole is ready to experience it .. We are with you sharing glimpses of eternal awareness.. Know that part of you is already experiencing a completely aware heart.. Know that part of you is already in complete form.. know that everything, what- ever you seek, is also waiting for you.. It is part of your journey to learn there are no limits to with in.. you already have it all.. every sweet thought, every emotion , every moment has already played out and is just waiting to be discovered.. much like your eternal self is just patiently waiting for connection.. Love, light and harmony gently guide us.. as the gauze of fear is gently lifted from our hearts.
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I’m wishing everyone a beautiful connection to Spring.
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