One thing I have learned for sure. Life is never boring when you have a family. This can be your family of origin or the family you are guiding into adulthood. It doesn’t matter how these people come into your life, they come chock full of life lessons. In the past month or so, I have laughed so hard I cried with my family. I have also had moments that brought me to tears. This is real. This is my life.
I declared a season of healing for the next few months. I realize now it’s a lifetime of healing. I had my little checklist of what I wanted to tackle this summer. As I have mentioned, I wanted true, significant healing, true exploration of feelings and communication. One of my big goals for our family of five was to all spend more time together. We are all busy and have our own individual commitments. I was looking for a pledge from all five members.
I recognize it was my goal. Most of the family was on board. One of my children is similar to how I was in my younger years. Unless it involves the promise of intrigue, a little risk and laughter, she’s not interested. Freedom and hippy busses are her goals. I can understand where she is, which is not far from my place about 30 years ago. I didn’t push too much on increasing her time at home. I was getting frustrated, but was waiting to see how it would all come together.
The past week most of my family headed North for a swim meet and to also spend time near Denali. The young hippy child wanted to stay home for work. She was also planning to have a girlfriend stay with her. I was disappointed. I actually told her to call in sick. (I still have a bit of rebel, or whatever, left in me.) She stood her ground and was staying home to earn money. HaHa!
I will omit a big part of the disaster that took place one night. However. . . it resulted in my daughter getting really scared and learning some valuable life lessons. Our entire family was affected. At first there was blaming. We eventually all came together and worked as a team to recover from a weekend we will never forget. Our daughter is fine. It opened her eyes to some of the craziness you can experience.
The blessing in this; she is now spending a lot of time at home. She is grounded, for a long time. The crazy weekend gifted me, my family of five bonding experience. It also brought a lot of communication between siblings and parents. I think it even helped my daughter grow up a little. I’m sharing this story to demonstrate that when we ask for something, we never know how it will show up. This event brought my family to the exact place I desired. Did I want the crappy part of the weekend? Absolutely not! But it brought us to a really good starting point for growing closer. And one day we will laugh about it. We have a camera system so most of the craziest night in history is on tape!
The scripture doesn’t display the amount of knowledge that collectively we all hold. This is the true moment of discovery. Now, you all know. There is no need for continuing lessons when a balance of heart, mind and soul guide you through life.
To understand this, think of compassionate existence, as just pure light energy, no physicality. You are this. You also have the ability to continue to learn and explore the different ways of expression of self. . . self of the human body. . . self of the human spirit. . . self of the soul. All experiences and expressions lead to the beauty of growth.
It is all now.
We want you to continue exploring until you experience the point of complete satisfaction of learning love in all ways, shapes and forms. Expanded love is always pure, judgment free, pure light energy. There is not a physical form of pure expanded love. You connect the feelings of love to images, such as a mother with newborn baby. Yet love is found in all images. That is your gift. . . explore the idea of finding love in all images. It’s there waiting for you. Ask for help, we will guide you to the point of love that can’t even be comprehended. . . Love of all existence.
Understand of the light energy all around you, within you, and of you. This love, light, compassion and joy are indescribable. You are all that and more. We are all that and more. Shifting your awareness to the expansion of energy will bring you closer to the experiences you desire. It is a process of replacing fear, judgment and loss with connection of recognizing you as all that exists. Finding yourself in a moment of clarity and joy is all there truly is. Let everything else go and just experience the connection.
The human body is a tool and sometimes a shield. It can allow or prohibit the comprehension and expansiveness of love. Many are getting so close to the tipping point of recognizing and staying in the light, of the light, being light. It is all possible now!
My radio show is put on hold thru the summer. I will be focusing on other projects.
In love and light,
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I hope you find this letter with an abundance of goodness in your life. I am getting back into the rhythm of having all three children in the house. We also acquired a third dog. She is a rescue, that will accompany my oldest in the fall.
As I stated in the past, I share a fair amount of my life in my blogs. I also had declared that this Summer was dedicated to healing. Today’s story started many years ago.
“Healing is often ugly.”
In my thirties I went through a divorce and moved to Alaska. I had two very young children with me. As I began figuring out how I wanted to rebuild my life I also examined my body. After having two children and breast feeding for years, I was still fit and healthy. When I looked at my breasts I felt grief ..... It was shocking to me what had taken place over a short few years. Truthfully, I hated looking at my breasts in the mirror. Ouch… A vulnerable but truthful statement. I decided to get breast implants. Would I do it again? Very unlikely. At the time it was part of a healing for my self image.
I can’t say I regret getting the implants. I will say that I never felt completely comfortable with them. I also thought of the maintenance factor if ever the saline bags ruptured.
I decided to have them removed this Summer. I found a great doctor, picked the date and out the implants came, along with a little lift! I also had scar tissue built up inside my breasts which was removed. My children and husband picked up the household chores, laundry, cooking, pretty much everything. In my mind, I thought I was going to have a little vacation…. So not true..
I was blessed with a rainbow on the way to the surgery center. The last thing I remember before being put to sleep was asking my Guides and Angels to look over me. I visualized healing energy being poured into me.
When I woke up I was dreaming of getting ready to go hiking. I didn’t have too much pain… all was great. At home the first two days were easy, rest and a little pain medicine.
Because of the scar tissue removal I had drains placed. These became very cumbersome, ugly and I wanted them out. My arm movement was very limited. I was also surprised at how tired I was. I had work to do and was functioning at about 20%. The healing process was not so easy after all. The drains stayed in for 10 long days, so that meant no shower for 10 days. Each day I slowly gained a bit more energy. It was a frustratingly longer healing process then I had anticipated.
A friend came over while I still had the drains in place. Her comment was very fitting.
“Healing is often ugly.”
This is so true. Healing from anything can be raw, hard, ugly and vulnerable. Getting rid of the pain, or what caused the pain, can be scary. It is a process that takes commitment and courage.
Last night while comforting one of my children I was reminded of how difficult healing can be. She is afraid to let go and release her pain. I totally understand and will be there for her. We all have healing to do. Some of it physical and some of it emotional. It’s all scary. But the recovery feels so good!
I am over joyed with the results of my surgery! I feel like myself again and can’t wait to be able workout fully. So between now and my next letter, another phase of healing will begin in my home.
In closing I wish everyone the courage to heal the pain and find comfort in the reward of recovery. I know the healing that takes place is not just for us on an individual basis, but a collective whole.
We walk by your side. We lead you and show you the way. We open and close doors for you. We assist you in all the ways you desire. You called upon us at a different place in a different world and we are still connected . One of the greatest misconceptions is that life is too short. But life and love extends forever and beyond. What you are giving your attention to is only part of your awareness. You have many experiences and all are gifts. We ask that you remember that.
Light is always within and around you. Your truest self, your truest form is always with you and always understands the truth. The truth is that you are only light surrounded by energy. This energy is what is serving as your attention. This is what is creating the life you are aware of. Your purpose is to discover how many ways you can share your love and expand.
How many ways can you discover the brightness that exists in your soul? What can you create with this energy? You have the unique ability to travel thru all of time and to be everywhere at once. Because it is all happening now. Allow yourself to experience the love and fortune offered to you time and time again. It has always been with you and always will be. Your own light and love is what guides you through the dark. We rejoice as you discover your true identity. Bask in the light and discover your joy. We are merging together. Our thoughts are becoming stronger and our awareness advancing. It is all now.
In Conclusion. . .
When I received these words I visually saw a net around our soul… this is our awareness. This can also be recognized as our personal reality. Visualize the law of attraction wrapped around your soul. It’s more of a filter which allows things to flow through it… but thoughts (denser energy) can also get things stuck. This is when healing is needed.
Let’s fill our nets with miracles!
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