About 14 years ago I was sharing an inflatable kayak with my husband. The sun was out. The river was winding thru the tall, red rock walls outside of Moab, Utah. Really everything was perfect. The only thing outside of that moment was my attention. I was missing my children. They were visiting my ex-husband and his family.
My mind was going to the places of what if…. things out of my control.
I noticed the water was moving faster. In the distance there were some boulders surrounded by rapids. I brought this to my husband’s attention. He was not too concerned with the churning water. I was getting more and more worried. We only needed to go farther to the right, or farther to left to avoid the biggest boulder.
As my attention focused more intently on potential disaster, it became less likely we would avoid it. My husband remained calm. The nose of the kayak was grabbed by the whirlpool. I fell out of the kayak into the swirling water. My husband remained in the kayak and passed me by. I grabbed hold of the boulder and attempted to stand in the place I had wanted to avoid.
I was so mad! From the shore a man yelled instructions at me. I held tightly to the rock. He called, “let go, it will be alright”. I kept my tight grip. The rapids continued to hit me. The water splashed in my face, I could not see clearly. I refused to let go. My grip kept me in the exact place I was afraid of.
The man on the shore took some pictures of me lost in my fury. I refused to trust and let go. Looking back; it is funny. I also realize this is exactly how life is. When I finally became tired of the battle, I let go. The river carried me gently away from my fear. All along it was up to me to let go and trust.
In our wonderfully responsive world we have the ability to bring rapids and boulders to life. Worrying about the worst case scenario is welcoming churning energy somewhere into our life. I was worried about my young children. They were miles away from me. My worry and stress created a perfect place for me to sit and hold onto the anger of a situation from the past.
Another time this was so perfectly illustrated in my life involved a medical condition. My health was at stake and the answers and diagnosis were not easily found. I established myself in a spiral focusing on bad health, getting more medical tests and waiting. It was not until I let go, and decided no more tests, that wellness was found. I let go of the thing I feared most, bad results, death and dooms day. I stepped away from the medical model and found peace. I found the deep peace that I share with others today.
Letting go of my fear is what changed my life. Releasing my fears allowed me to make a connection to the Universe, God, and Angels or whatever you want to call our higher power. It was my fear that was blocking the connection.
I know to let go of what we hold onto so tightly can be really challenging. Maybe if we recognize fear as holding onto the very thing that we are afraid of, we can let go of what we dread most. Let go and trust you will be guided to a better place. A place where peace resides. In fact, that place is within you, all you need to do is let go and trust.
Let go of the anger for others. Let go of the fear that circles around relationships. Let go of the feelings of powerlessness that swirl throughout your life.
What is the boulder you are hanging on to? What is causing the rapids in your life? Are you ready to let go?
Imaging floating down the river, safe and the sun in your face. Your friends from many times are with you. J
Allow images of peace, angelic creations, energy so lite and beautiful it lifts you to a state of awareness and understanding to a place where fear does not reside. We call your attention to an area within that holds memories of peace and protection all guaranteed to you. You are always guided, always protected. Messages are always being shared with you. You only need to shift your awareness to resonate with love, in its entire untarnished form.
Fear is a place we cannot reach. It doesn’t exist.
Look up and you will discover our light. We call you to recognize you too carry the ability to lift others up to a state of grace and awareness. As this universal shift occurs within and all around you, there is no fear. We trust that all is well. We have turned the corner in the most majestic way. We trust that awareness is rising and love is available to all. Thank you for sharing your words with us. As we guide you into higher awareness and you are becoming high vibrational beings, we call to include all. We have created a blanket of light that allows each and every being to lift their attention to awareness. Each has their own ideas and paths that will bring them to a place where peace resides. Trust there is no wrong. Our paths wind through one another creating the fabric that has woven love throughout. This is shared thru eternity. The light forms a special bond between you, us and all. Trust and all will be revealed. In gratitude we share light energy. Allow a deep breath in, feel the vibration of peace and love, release your worries and experience the forgiveness of light. And so it is.
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I was asked to write a blog on letting go, so here it is. May we each have the strength and awareness to set ourselves free.
Many blessings of love, light and compassion,
One of the greatest gifts we can offer each other is our true attention. A spell of inspiration and confidence is cast, when everything else is put aside. The message is sent. I care about you.
Really listening is taking the time to hear; with -out trying to control or fix what is going on in the speaker’s life. It is the act of being present. This is one of the most powerful things we can do, and it’s free.
What happens to relationships when people are not being heard? Partners, family and friends often begin to drift away. Sharing your presence with another deepens the trust and the invisible connection of love.
Are you listening to the loved ones in your life? Are you picking up the messages they are trying to share? All of us have fallen short at one time or another, in being present. Here is a little quiz to see how you are doing.
Make a list of your loved ones, include your animal friends, Angels, Guides, Universe and even those that have passed. Give each being, their own space on a piece of paper. Next to the name, write down the last time that individual had your undivided attention. How long has it been? When were you fully aware of their energy.
If you were gifted a message, what was it? Write it down. You may be inspired to reach out and listen. This is deserving of your attention.
The Universe is sending us messages. Just like we are sharing messages. There is nothing more powerful than being aware of the vibrational equation of all.
The Earth is sharing messages. Some are gentle and life confirming. Every Spring trees awaken and share beautiful new life. The snow melts and grass appears. The sun shines and the migrations begin. I love these messages. They remind me of the continuation of life.
We have other messages being shared. As a whole humanity has drifted from the connection with Earth. Our Planet is speaking louder. A reminder that humanity is only part of the equation of eternal life.
Our planet wants us to listen. We are asked to be present with the energy of Earth. There is nothing that needs to be controlled or fixed. Some believe it is too late for humanity’s survival. I believe it is perfect timing for us to reconnect with the ways of the Earth. Now is perfect. Trust what the Earth is offering.
The Earth is directing us to shift our view of the world. We are all connected. The water ways are changing and redirecting the patterns of migrations. Our foods will change. We will slow down to feel the vibration of everything. We are being shown a new way of living on Earth. We only need to listen.
When you sit in the presence of Earth, what messages do you receive? When do you feel most connected or aware of the Earth’s energy?
The message I receive from the Earth is of love and protection. I’m also shown how cultivating healthy and organic crops is sharing love. Caring for the animals and water is honoring the Earth. Caring for each other is honoring the Earth. We have nothing to fear.If we allow our-selves to listen and trust, we will be shown abundance, love and a life that holds sacred space for all.
You are a vibrational change pulling deeper into a new awareness.
Sit with your eyes closed and experience the love you are channeling. Feel the energy pouring thru you. You are bathed in love and lack of nothing.
You have the ability to understand the animals. You can feel the energy of the plants. You understand the rays of the sun.. You understand the language of water. This connection is taking you to a place of divine recognition. You are adjusting to the awareness of being all.
The wisdom that has always been with you awakens. It is lit by the high vibrations that move thru you.. A shift is occurring. You are able to experience the being of all.. Energy flashes. You experience the completeness of eternal wisdom. The mind of each being touches your soul. This awakens a surge of power. You understand your ability to communicate, to feel, hear and know all.
The is no longer a separation between you, Earth, animals or even the stars.. All is complete.
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The Earth answered ... At 12:20 AM, I was enjoying the feeling of a just completed blog and the sun in our midnight sky. One of our dogs was next to me. The Earth gently responded.. Earth Quake 4.9 It wasn’t strong.. just recognizing my listeningJ
I am dedicating this blog to my children. They always remind me to listen.
Sending you love, Peace and compassion,
There is one question that many of us, of all ages, are seeking an answer. People want to know if they will experience true love?
I believe each of us can find a deep connection with a partner. We are all different and have unique needs. Is there a formula that can be used by each of us that leads to Love? Yes; I am going to share with you a plan that will clearly guide you to true loveJ
First you need to determine if you are ready to commit. Maybe you are on a path that is of self -discovery. You might be enjoying the sights and sounds with people that are not meant to be long term partners. Our lives are full of different lessons and cycles. Some adventures are for you alone to experience, and later share.
If you believe that you are ready for a partner, make a very detailed list of what you desire. Imagine and describe the physical, emotional, spiritual and social requirements of your dream partner. Don’t spare the details.
Sometimes people from your past can help you come up with the details. You might have already figured out what you don’t want. Describe what you do want.
The next step is probably the most important. Write down in detail who you are and what you love about yourself. This requires you to examine your social, emotional, spiritual and physical self. What are you in love with? What brings you joy? What experiences has life shared with you that has brought you to love your-self? Come up with an endless list of what you love about you and your life.
People that love themselves, attract others that are capable of cultivating and maintaining a loving relationship. If you can fully love yourself, you can love others fully.
After coming up with what you love about you and your life; come up with the areas that are sticking points. I’m talking about those areas that don’t feel so good. Maybe you wish they had never happened. Maybe you wish you could change something about yourself. This is where discipline comes in. Make a list
of the things or beliefs that you are ready to disconnect from. When this list of experiences, past relationships, beliefs and behaviors is feeling complete, ask your- self if you’re ready to let go.
It helps to identify what positive things have come into your life. Some of these were hidden in painful and even disappointing experiences. If you are ready to let go of a bad marriage, identify the beautiful parts of the relationship. Maybe you learned how to forgive others. Possibly the relationship brought children into your life.
If you are experiencing a lack of love for part of your body, think of all the miracles your physical self does each day. Your heart beats and blood circulates continuously. You can feel the sun, a cool breeze and the grass beneath your feet. Your body has been sharing messages with you from the beginning. Think of ways you can show your body new love and appreciation.
When you release the difficult thoughts, experiences and memories, space is made available for a new partner and love.
Come up with ways you can shower love in all areas of your life, physical, spiritual, emotional and social. Begin by volunteering, eat healthy, meditate, pray, spend time outside, join new groups, get a massage, smile. Share your love. Show the world the greatest version of yourself.
Hold Faith in trusting the universe to deliver, in perfect timing, the perfect partner.
Ask your Angels and guides to show you the way to the most magnificent love of your life.
You have the ability to know and experience pure love.
When your journey here is complete you will have undertaken an awareness of all. The love that is created in the human form calls for higher vibrations. A heart that knows love, needs no shield or protection. When you practice true love, you experience an absence of fear.. The gift of sharing yourself with others, and allowing yourself to fully exchange love in the moment brings you limitless possibilities ..
Allow yourself to be present with love .. the beautiful high vibration that is woven in and out of every breath that binds you tightly into this configuration of life, love and eternity. We guide you to open your heart. Trust that we will bring you what you are yearning for.. We see your truest nature.. We see you as a complete being that is able to grow with the light of love.. We offer you a love that is strong , and beautiful; waiting to be fully experienced ..
We witness the shielding of hearts.. Trust . Let us show you, your true self.. The love light pours forth in abundance, guiding you to us, guiding you along .. Allow this vibration in each and every moment to carry you deeper into this life. Deeper into understanding why you are here. Deeper into your knowing of what this very life is all about. Deeper into the richness of being you.. Blending your very energy into that which you are created from.. You alone stand in peace and love.
We are here to share the intelligence that is rising on this plane.. this awakening is felt deep within .. We are guiding you into an awareness that is filled with supreme love.. This energetic exchanges comes in waves or folds. Be patient with your- self.. At times you see with the clarity of all. Other times you take cover from the un-known.. Know that peace is by your side, in the truest form...
We bring you to a higher plane and serve you with visions of new awareness, new connections, and new alertness.. Your body is shifting and becoming aware of the beauty contained with in.. Treasure the human body .. fore it contains elements of pure potential.. as does your mind. Your soul has been guided to slowly evolve into an awareness of all and with this awareness your truest form calls others to join. Understanding love is an element of change, an element of eternity that brings us together as one.. slowly you emerge into the awareness that you have
never been alone or lost, you have always been in the deepest part of love.. We ask that you share messages of love in every moment, knowingly cast the spell of love.. capture all with the beauty of your soul.. speak to all, even those that are not ready to listen.. Shine your light on all .. This journey is expansive. We rejoice that you are here.
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May we all experience love and peace in our homes and hearts. I believe it is important to stay open to love in the many forms it comes into our life.
I am putting my radio show on hold, after June. I am being called to create videos, that will be available on youtubeJ
I will hold two meditation channeling events this summer. More information will be posted soon, check out my event page Gateways2peace.com
Is it possible to experience the clearest vibration our soul can achieve, while in our human form. Do we have the capacity to fully connect, such as in a Near Death Experience. Maybe we don’t need to die, to experience that magnitude of awareness. What if it’s as easy as our awareness slipping out of our body and returning to a state of Grace. When we are ready, we shift back to the human form.
I like to think we always have the capacity to experience our highest form. I imagine the state of Grace is free of fear and we are able to love ourselves and others and everything completely. I know Grace is always with us.
A young boy shared with me the age of his grandparents. He was surprised that his Great Grandmother outlived his Grand Father. He shared how those that cross over, watch their own funerals. The boy then began telling me about reincarnation. He shared how each of us have many lives. We were hiking through snow and bright sun, talking about reincarnation. I asked him if he has had past lives. His response was no. He believed he would certainly remember them. He thought if he had past lives, they would involve wars or fires. I am sure he has experienced many lives, possibly some as a great teacher. Our conversation will be long remembered by me and probably already forgotten by the boy of 10.
With the understanding that all is happening now, is it possible to bring our awareness to other lives. Can we expand into our ultimate awareness and then shift back to the reality of conversations over snow fields? I was planning on writing about the journey that takes place in near death experiences. And was gifted a completely random conversation about reincarnation.
Thank you to my guides that help orchestrate my life, so I better understand creation.
Maybe each life lived, shortens the bridge that leads to eternal awareness. With the caveat that we fully experience the lessons and messages revealed in each life. Perhaps if we figure it out in just one life experience, we figure out eternal awareness. Of course we do. It is that simple, and there are so many people ready to expand into full awareness. We are pressings our face against the window of eternity. We can imagine what it looks like.
We are so close to feeling it, living it, breathing and being.
Within your body you have a system that looks much like the circulatory system. This system is gold with flashes of silver and really every color imaginable. This network sends the cosmic energy through your entire body, mind and spirit. The design of this system interacts with the fabric of eternal life.
When the universal energy moves through you, Your love and awareness builds .. This is your sacred imprint on Earth.
Your beauty, courage, strength and wisdom is shared with all, thru eternity. It is the energy that holds your imprint that is released, upon death. This life giving energy crosses thru a portion of the tightly formed universal fabric. This fabric holds the tunnel of light. I believe this is when we fully recognize the help from the other side. The tunnel that is formed for our arrival to eternal awareness, is created by our loved ones and guides.. They are the light and the pathway. Maybe each life lived, carries your sacred imprint for all lives. You can experience each life now, because it is occurring within.
I imagine being guided by the beautiful sounds of music and the brightly lit colors.. I stop my physical movement but my awareness begins a journey of its own. There is a slight tug as I am lifted free from the physical form.. I see or feel a quietness. I take in all that is a part of me, as I recognize my part in all. My consciousness sees yours .. Your consciousness helps guide mine to a state of being and wellness. Much like a dance, we exchange the thought of eternal awareness.. We each decide when we are ready to step free of our physical form.. There are many moments in human lives that breath is suspended and awareness shifts and the decision is made to stay or go.. The process takes you to a place where you recognize yourself and all the pieces of yourself.. you are no longer one, you are many.. and you recognize the countless pieces of yourself, and the pull of spirit , the kinship of all.. it is a curious state to go from imagining you are one to finding out you are many. Discovering the many is the next step of your eternal awareness .. The many are all the lives lived. You are coming closer to the source .. coming closer to your understanding that each sliver of the human consciousness is replayed and touched by pure love. We ask you to just experience the gifts of the moment. The many pieces and the solitude. It doesn’t matter where your consciousness rests.. At times you may experience one life cycle as a desert plant complete. You may experience yourself discovering love for the first time. It is the awareness of watching the pieces of pure potential, that holds eternal peace.. It is the knowing of every cycle, every thought, of all that is, that fills the space between thoughts and lives. It is the absence of thoughts and potential that carries our creation.
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This channel / meditation was very interesting. I’m still making sense of what was shared with me. The magnitude of it. Right before or after the meditation, I had a full conversation with one of my family members. I remember absolutely nothing of it. Occasionally , it takes time for me to bring all my awareness back here.
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